As the title may suggest, this blog is mainly for me to get some of the many different emotions i have experienced in the past 2 weeks.
- Confusion
- Disorentation
- Regret
- Embarrassment
- Sadness
- Happy
- Excitement
- Nervousness
- Mild depression
Those are all spinning around in my brain and making me dizzy. Last night i actually cried because the ONE person who i wanted to, and needed to, talk to isn't there for me. He's all the way on the other side of the world. I can't text him, i can't ring him. All i can do is email him and wait until he responds which can take at most a month.
ARGH.
I miss my Josh. He's my rock, these past 2 weeks i feel like i've just been floating around because i havent been able to talk to him on msn for almost 3 months. Last night, before i cried, i was sooo over joyed because Josh had emailed me! But then i realized that i missed that instant communication. Last night my feet were able to touch the ground for a brief moment before i floated up again.
Wow. I feel better now i finally got that off my chest!
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